So Let me start out with a preface:
Heavenly Father Knows best:
Ok everyone... Let be real... We all love our kids.. In one way or another they make us laugh, cry, happy, frustrated, make us wonder why in the world we decided to even have kids ( or at least mine does) , or as i like to call it... Make us have a CHARLOTTE Moment! But even after all that.. at the end of the night when they are fast asleep not moving, or asking a million questions... I cant help but think that Heavenly Father knew/ knows bests in what and who he decided to send to my family! So today along with those thoughts I've had an epiphany! No matter the size, look, attitude, mental capacity, or psychical limitations. I PANKS will take who ever the lord sees fit to send me! Cuz seriously what choice to I have... What am i going to say ~ Sorry this one ears are too big, or Sorry this one has a uni-brow, or ever better, Lord please take it back this one screams too much!!!! ~ So with that said... I want to show you something!
My beautiful baby Boy!!!!
So for all those who have been wondering... Or all those who have asked and I have ignored! I Panks and my family are happy to announce that we are ready for our BABY BOY to grace us with his presences! He is officially due Febuaray 2, 2012! HOWEVER, I as well as my dr, FULLY expect to see him sometime mid January, 2012.
With all of that said.... Let me just say this once... I AM very grateful to have the opportunity to have a child, let alone another.. butI am still human and can still have these thoughts!
1) I have a nursery in my house. It is just the right size for a nursery... only problem is that currently it is painted an awkward share of peptol bismal PINK! Lord only knows how many coats of paint Im gonna have to slap on the wall to get rid of it! Im currently thinking ill paint it green, so with the kids to come I will never EVER have to paint it again. ( I know sounds lazy huh? LOL lets just call it FRUGAL... paint is expensive!)
2) What in lords name and I going to do with the 9 boxes of girl clothes I have in the attic... Not to mention the 7 my sister has in hers! I guess ill have to work on that as soon as I can cuz whose clothes are NOT going to waste!!!!
3) I decided to go to Carters and look at boy clothes.. and by the looks of it, He is going to walk around naked! I love fusia, yellow, greens, Flowers and Bows for goodness sake! Not trains, Boats, or planes!
4) How in the world and I suppose to clean his parts! Look I am a WOMAN... I am as much WOMAN as you are gonna get! I only know how to clean my own part! Lets hope in the process of learning, That i dont get Pee in my mouth! LOL
So now that I have that off my chest... I want you all to know :
I will love him, care for him, and who knows i might even dress him up in girl cloths ( its not like he will know the difference!) But at the end of the day I will always tell him... You is Kind, You is Loved, and You is important! Because he will be mine.. An extension of B and Me and at the end of the day... HEAVENLY FATHER KNOWS BEST!
Hope it was just ENOUGH
PS enjoy this clip.. This isnt a Charlotte moment However this was the after math! And I know im not the only one that has had theses thoughts. And if you say I am I won't believe you. But just So you know... If you ever need to DRINK... I have plenty of chocolate milk ( or if its really bad ) we can go out for a cup of coffee or ice cream!